these restless nights have finally catching up to me, i feel so tired, so weak
as i look to the ground with a sense of despair, i clench my fist and breathe in the air.
i've become accustomed to hopelessness, i just wish i wasn't like this but we can't always have what we want so my selfishness must stop.
i don't think i'll ever be the same despite all the anguish and pain, but what will i fucking gain in return for my selfless acts? agony, stress, i don't want to go back.
i crave the pain, i want to be forgotten, i live to loathe, but i'm the one suffering, unnecessary acts of depression, i can't help but fucking accept it.
no more please. i'm so fucking tired of living on my goddamn knees.
credits
from MUK EP,
released March 8, 2015
Written by Jon
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